Most of the real poems are written
during the turbulent twenties of a poet's life. In the early twenties, one is pursued
by the glorious uncertainties of life. It’s a slippery, exciting and critically
opinionated path. Don’t worry, it’s just a surge of extra energy, nothing else.
The stage is shaky and realities are yet to get a foothold. You trample a lot
of turf like a young colt spraying legs in all directions and galloping just
for the sheer causeless fun of it. Of course, there are consequences but they
hold their miserable importance in the eyes of the elders only. To the
youngsters they are just irritable speed-breakers on the thrilling path.
One’s hormonally buzzing self floats
in a hazy mist of unripe, raw, juicy, sweet-sour tart of dreams and
imaginations striking the moron mass of established norms. The hormonal-storms-fuelled
beliefs, views, opinions and dreams create sparks and sometimes thunderstorms.
Nothing wrong with that! That’s all part of our making. It’s a pretty noisy and
shaky groundwork born of your ‘making’ that provides a bit of stability later in
life. Ask anyone, most of us are very lenient and forgiving towards our
youthful gallops even if these have given us many bruises after the hard falls.
We wear them with pride like the symbols of our reaching the peak of the
mountain.
Tossed by immaturity and the raw
power of youth and age, one hits the extreme ends of emotional scale. It’s a
massive range of most painful pangs of heart to the ecstatic most
reverberations of spirit. It’s a churning of our existence pulled by totally
different strings. The product is quite fatty and butter-laced. No wonder,
poetry is the handmaiden of the youth. The sediments, the cuts, the corrosion,
the erosion, the torrents all unleash a gushing stream of emotions and
adventures that swirl past the hard-established conventions and taboos to
create a niche for the self.
There is an entire emotional terrain
from the bleakest to the brightest as a youthful soul tries to manage the
precarious walk on the shaky rope of young age. The same was the case with yours
truly. It was a far simpler world in the nineties of the last century and it
seems a long time since then. But it’s never easy for the youth, be it any age
or century. They have their own challenges, agonies, follies and ecstasies.
The sheer shakiness of life in youth
propels a multitude of streamlets in one’s heart. There is a teasing pull
between the head and the heart, wherein the latter most often wins the lots in
its favour. The elders may disagree but young people have an entire parallel
world, a world that challenges the mundane and boring and firmly etched norms
and conventions. We may compromise later in life and settle for a far more contained
and restrained life but all of us carry pining nostalgia for our youth because
that is when we really challenged the chains that curtail our free flight.
Our follies, which we committed
during our youth, still stand better than all the rights of our later years.
This is in celebration of youth and its tendency to throw us literally to hit
against the ceiling. And the bumps, bruises and little scars that we get along
the way never fail to bring a smile on our lips even in the grey years of our
old age.
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