Bansraj was a big, broad-faced,
bassy voiced thundering bully at our village school. He was a born rebel and
breaking all disciplinary injunctions appeared to be the axis of his life. The
teachers of course beat him hard and even mistreated him to put his errant ways
on course. He simply hated the teachers and with mathematical derivation hated
me as well because I stood in the teachers’ good books on account of my
disciplined ways. The teachers liked me because I crammed what they asked us
to. I was a shy boy and stood as the most intelligent among a group of peasant
boys who attended the school unwillingly and took it as a prison. Always in
vendetta against the teachers, he would then bully me as his revenge against
the system of education. I was really scared of him to be frank. We—me and a
few other students who diligently followed the teachers’ instructions—were
lily-livered sissies and Bansraj seemed a far grown up guy who already knew how
we were born and the why and what of all ‘those’ tabooed things in the fifth
standard itself.
I remember in the seventh
standard we were sitting in a verandah at the school. The teacher had gone away
to while away time, asking us to read the next chapter from our science books. Bansraj
was in a catty mood that day. He had, maybe, experienced too much about his
body’s reaction to the girls’ presence, a group of them sitting a few paces
away from us. Calm and composed, his back against a column, his legs lazily
spread out in front, his knickers rolled down to the knees, Bansraj, excited
with the pre-puberty heat, gave a live demonstration about the part of human
anatomy that has been kept hidden with good social effect. He laid bare the
secret truth. ‘See-see, see the helmeted soldier!’ he kept drawling in his
toady notes. The girls giggled, abashed to the last core of their blushing self.
The next year, having further
gone into the corridors of gupt gyan,
he declared to our little group of students who crammed the lessons to qualify
as good students, ‘See, don’t be too proud of your homework! Your parents too
did the dirty thing, gandi baat to
produce you!’ In this way we had the biology lessons long before the science
teacher would try to explain it with lots of inhibition and suspicion in his own
mind. We were scandalized to know the heavy truth. Well, the teachers tried
their best to tame the bull. Master Karampal, a broad-shouldered strongly
bearded man, used his muscle power to rein him in.
After the matriculation, Bansraj
straightway got into the senior secondary and the university of life itself. First
into selling shoes and later as a private money lender, he used his guts and
gumption to make some money. Later he turned into a close confidante of the
local Congress MLA and further boosted his financial prospects. ‘You have been
a self-satisfied, contented man. Had it been me with your type of education, I
would have ruled the world!’ he tells me.
He now understands the importance
of education. So taking the cause of education very seriously, as a means of
ruling the world, he sent his son to the prestigious Doon Valley School. He
spent a lot of money on his son’s education. But the boy performed mediocre. ‘And
he even missed playing mischief and enjoying life. He turned kamjor for the game of life like you
guys,’ he rues.
However, Bansraj has risen in the
estimate of our former teachers. He fondly calls them guruji. They too are very happy about his rise. ‘We thought you
will turn into a murderous thug. But you seem to have done well Bansraj!’ they
congratulate him.
The reason for his success is that
he didn’t explode suddenly with his rebelling energies to stand out as a
criminal and outlaw in one go. He used the energies in little-little shrewd
ways, smartly, intimidatingly, clawing his way through the social jungle and at
least got his family financially secure. Master Karampal, who would beat him
the most during our school days, is an old man now. But he has now every reason
to praise Bansraj. His former pupil now operates as his agent for the lucrative
private lending business. He trusts his former pupil to manage monetary things very
well. Well, to raise myself in his esteem I cannot even present him my poetry
books because he was our history teacher.
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