Since
mankind’s occupation of the earth, by beating rest of the species through his
main faculty, brain, everything has changed, from wooden wheels to spaceships,
Gods to just weather phenomena, except one thing, happiness. Situation is the
same. In fact, modern man is far unhappy than the ancient one. Simple reason is
the use of logic and science for creation and destruction at the same time. One
step forward, one step backward: Life and death overlapping. Where will we go?
The net result is zero. So we stand at the same place where we started from.
Medical research is doing wonders to beat mortality, overcome diseases, lessen
pains, and increase the quality of life. One step forward, accepted. But then
the destructive face is no less on innovation. Nuclear weapons which can wipe
out whole of the earth, chemical weapons, missiles, warships, guns, bullets.
One step backward. You make deadliest weapons to take as many lives as
possible. Then you contrive the best means to save lives through bullet proofs,
bunkers, shelters, helmets, surgeries and medicines. Ease of life through
modern utilities, one step forward of course. Destruction of environment, one
step backward. Doesn’t seem to make much sense to me. It’s simply going
nowhere. It has been just hot pursuit. Ever since we surged ahead on the path
of civilization, it has been always a rampant, mad rush to go ahead, at
whatever cost. There has never been a civilazional pause, a hiatus, a break to
ponder over, to think about the costs we have paid. A look back and around and
calculation of the future. All civilizations nurtured the relentless thrust, to
march on, with full force. Mind you, march on and on, the storm, the fire,
these cannot go forever. Such hot-pursuit race cannot sustain itself. It has to
come to an end. It’s as per the law of science. If you run forever, you will collapse.
So one has to stop somewhere. Unpaused progress ends in a disaster. It just isn’t
sustainable. In genetically ingrained and socially ordained hot pursuit, have
we ever thought of contriving means of systemic pause and rest, for ourselves,
for countries, for this planet itself? Only rest, peace, calm and love are sustainable,
because these are not burning with the fiery energy. So before we continue
rampantly and dive headlong into the abyss across the precipice, cannot we
learn to devise civilizational pause, when this planet earth gets a holiday,
for some time, its lungs getting a lease of life, its freshwater bodies getting
lesser pollutants? Just like we have carbon cut quotas, cannot we have
population cut quotas? It will help. It will save the earth from human
ant-swarms, who will ultimately eat the environment itself that sustains them.
Cannot everything be slowed down at regular intervals to save the critically exponential
stats from nose-diving into deathtrap? Long before a superior, antagonistic
extra-territorial life overpowers us, or a rogue planet crashes into the earth,
or sun explodes, we will surely destroy ourselves long before any such
eventuality. And when that happens, some alien researchers will sigh with
wonderment, looking at our ruins and archaeological remains, much like we
marvel at the ruins of ancient human civilizations such as Harappa, Egypt and
Babylon, and think and research about the causes that brought about the
downfall.
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About Me
- Sufi
- Hi, this is somebody who has taken the quieter by-lane to be happy. The hustle and bustle of the big, booming main street was too intimidating. Passing through the quieter by-lane I intend to reach a solitary path, laid out just for me, to reach my destiny, to be happy primarily, and enjoy the fruits of being happy. (www.sandeepdahiya.com)
Tuesday, May 9, 2017
Thursday, May 4, 2017
A Dive into Freedom
The
new item number is just too juicy. Voluptuous moves. Raunchy notes. Suggestive lyrics.
The choreographer, the lyricist and the music director have done full justice
to her curves. Everyone has had their own set of visualization of her while
working on their parts in the musical number. She gyrates in half thigh-length
tight gold-threaded dhoti and beaded choli.
She has perfect figure, finest curves, very charming features and flawless skin.
And millions gasp for breath.
One
thing goes missing in all this glamorous show. It’s her innocent laughter and
child-like simplicity of mind. When she smiles, it’s a pure soft outburst of
merriment untouched by any trace of malice and shrewdness. When she laughs, it
also is pure like a child does when amused at a small, simple thing. But this
unsophisticated self is covered up by her dazzling sex appeal. Even if it
shines at all, people prefer to ignore it. They have more important things to
gloat over, to quench the hunger of mind, the famed Indian hunger of opposite
sex in the mind, beyond all outside taboos and evil talk of dirty acts like sex
and all.
She
has earned quite a bit of name in the industry. She gets interviews now and
then in the mainstream media. On such occasions she is her usual
unsophisticated self. However, the person on the other end seems on guard, like
peeping over a fence, guarding himself from some strange reaction inside. And
all the onlookers know and understand the inhibitions running inside the
anchor’s head. They hardly seem to listen to her for their minds are somewhere else.
Even
the skimpiest dress covering the barest minimum seems to irritate the masses.
For each artwork of dance by her watched on the YouTube, they go back to the
gray zone on the Internet and draw out ghosts from her past. Yes it satisfies
the lust in them, those clips where they can see the whole of her. Not even a
shred of clothing. They gloat over her curves, the act, the ejaculations, have
theirs and come back to watch her feisty item numbers.
The
ink of her past appears too dense. More than the density of the ink, people
seem to just hold onto it. They simply don’t want to forego of the image. It
gratifies the most overpowering sense, sex. Her item numbers just fan the fire
even more.
It
has been a massive effort: the journey from hard porn to soft porn.
The
roles she gets, apart from the item numbers, involve sex, glamour, intrigues
and extramarital affairs: the sociable, bridgeable sexuality unlike the naked
rampancy of outright naked game.
She
knows hers is a humongous task. The road from being a porn star to a so called
normal film star is riddled with countless obstacles. Sexual zealots fire bullets
from both sides. She belongs to the lust in their ever-greedy minds, so she just
cannot escape like this. They have to hunt her down.
Only
she knows the amount of effort she has put in moving from full porn to semi
porn. It is like traversing poles at the opposite ends. From being a naked
stone in full public glare, you walk down as they run after you, and you
struggle to cover yourself with normal human sensitivities of respect and being
treated like anyone around. People somehow resent it, throw jibes and try their
best to keep their goods to gratify their lust.
She
has to dilute the dark ink of the past. Wipe it altogether and write a new
identity, to feel normal like any other star in the industry. From porn to semi
porn. She wants to go further. She is an artist. She is working on her acting skills.
She wants the normal roles like any other actress around. But she cannot enter each and every brain to
wipe the past there, allowing them to see her present and appreciate her art.
The directors, who approach her, have ready-made, predetermined formula of a
feisty woman, the woman for whom men fall, creating ripples around, of sex,
murder, extramarital and scores of lusty intrigues.
There
are trolls as well, the social media crusaders, who yank reputations to shreds,
pour their boiling scorn and burn the images from safe heavens. There are
abuses, lewd remarks, pasted links of her online porn clips, gross invitations
and still more. She no longer takes then head on. She simply blocks them. But
the words haunt her for long hours during nights when she is practicing acting
skills.
With
the big, bossy judgmental world buzzing around, she sometimes gets judgmental
on herself. Finds herself at fault for getting into the porn industry to begin
with. But wasn’t that the launch-pad for crossing the jarring atmospherics of
anonymity, escaping her adolescent nightmare of just getting sold by life
without leaving any mark, and that too with such flawless skin, exotic features
and dreamy contours?
The
art of sex! It was a wild river, toppling the mountains and their biggest
boulders. Ruthless. Like it will never stop. But beyond the fury, at the end of
falling over a huge cliff face, in the slow-swirling waters of after-fall
majesty, the man lying sprawled, spent under her, she laughs so innocently,
with such unassuming vivacity that it instantly changes her persona from
manhood slayer to a simple vulnerable girl. Even in her movies now one can see
that innocent trill, like a little bell around the neck of a mountain sheep. A
little jaunt on the green slope and the whiffs of tinkling carried by gentle
air down the valley.
This
little insignia of her vulnerability, this tiny pause in the journey of the
stormy, heaving waves is missed by almost all the spectators. Almost half of
the men who constitute the audience of her present movies have masturbated some
time or the other watching the porn clips involving her as the temptress
sucking away all lust from the planet. They own her in that part of their
brain. The want the sensation to remain stuck in their groins. They fight to
stop it from sneaking into the aesthetic corridors of art and beauty. The
image, the customary stimulation is too much, too strong. It flashes in their
minds as they watch her in movies now. They expect the same gratification. They
look at something else, the character, and a different movie is playing in
their minds. The more she tries to prove her acting credentials, the more they
delve deeper into the Internet to grab handfuls of lusty morsels to satisfy
their hunger.
With
hard porn blazing in their minds, they are as much as comfortable till her
roles are on the margin of soft-porn.
She
is in the office of a famous director. She has the word that he is finalizing
the cast for his upcoming potboiler. For the last two months she has been
working on her acting skills with a famous acting school.
“Well,
it will be too revolutionary to put you in the cast. The role is too, too….,”
he hesitates.
She
shifts uncomfortably in her chair. She can literally feel what is he thinking
about at that time. The magnetic force of her past is too strong for her to
completely escape out of its orbit.
“The
role is too mainstream for you,” he says firmly and winks as if to convince
himself of his logic.
“I
have been working very hard for this role. Please take an audition, of any
duration, of whatever intensity required for the character,” she tries to stay
normal.
“Oh,
audition. You know it’s more about suitability for the character. You know, all
actors have certain affinity for the role they are most suitable,” he is
driving it hard.
“But
it’s not fair. I deserve a chance to be tested. I, I…,” her determination is
melting, the typecast of her past is too strong.
“Why
work so hard to bruise your beautiful skin on a path that is new to you. By
doing the kind of roles that you have done so far, you have earned name, fame
and money. You rule their hearts like none of the actresses around,” he laughs
and looks lividly.
“But,
you know…,” he cuts her mid sentence.
“Ok,
you can spread more pleasure than you think. Let’s have an audition,” he leans
back in his chair and his eyes bore into her bosom.
“You
know it’s a huge budget film. A make or break for many. It’s not that easy as
you think,” he knits his brows and appears damn serious.
“Yaa
I understand. But at least accept me as one of the competitors. I can prove
myself. Hope you watched my last movie,” she sits erect in her chair like a
thorough professional.
He
doesn’t remember anything except the feisty dance on a raunchy number. Her
curves swirl around in his imagination. He has closed his eyes and takes his
memory still further. Away to the fantasy world of naked, unprohibited revelry.
He recalls the minutest details of her anatomy. The shade of pubic hair, the
genitalia, like so many others, still different, her rampant foray into sucking
out all pleasure and spit triumphantly, and that innocent trill of laughter.
She
is surprised, watching him with eyes closed for a long pause. She breaks the reverie.
“Sir,
you know…,” she draws him out of that other world.
“Hmmm!”
he appears a bit irritated. “You know it will be too revolutionary,” his
brow-lines are drawn taught.
She
doesn’t say anything. He is in his fifties. A strong man. He gets up to take
out a file from the rack by the wall. He is aroused. She can see it. It’s
protruding. He doesn’t want to hide it even, as if wanting to convey the
message. She feels insecure, even sad and looks resignedly. On an instinct she
adjusts her knee-length skirt as if to protect her.
He
gets back to his chair. He is more relaxed now, possibly knowing that his
arousal has been seen.
“You
know it’s a fight. This world of actors and actresses. Specially for big banner
movies. It requires talent, skills, luck as well, connections, image and even personal
history,” he stops for her to absorb the bitter truth.
“You
know ambitious young actresses go to any length to grab the top spot. And of
course there are gentlemen who welcome such dedication,” he smiles, staring
deep into her bluish brown eyes.
“Well.
I, I am ready for …audition,” she mumbles.
“Then
go for the audition,” he stands up.
He
has already unzipped himself and the audition phallus is out. It’s an open
invitation. A simple give and take. A short audition and the role for her.
He
seems helpless. He is shivering a bit out of sheer excitement and the raw
adventure. He has transposed the dream onto the plain of reality. It’s like
grafting himself as the male character in all those plays of naked flesh.
Just
the mere sight of it fills her mouth with the typical taste of it. She has done
it many times in the past, with such gripping greed and madness that it felt
like she was out there to drain all masculinity of its coffers of thirst
forever.
He
is shaking and imploring her to drain him out of his misery, of his frustration
born of unquenchable thirst.
“Come
on! After this there is no stopping for you. You will choose your roles,” he is
gasping for breath.
There
is a chance for her to be an actress, a real actress like anyone around. It’s
tempting. She is holding the armrests tightly. But something holds her back.
She has been working too hard, late into the nights to push herself further to
come out of this soft-porn mould. And the deal seems like going back again into
the past to redeem future.
She
has a struggle ahead she knows it. She is determined to face it. She is not
ready to go into the future with the life-support of the past she is cutting
from her life. It seems unjustified, even unethical to both the past and the
future.
She
gets up and turns around the table to approach him. He is on the verge of
fainting, with all those wildest fancies just about to clutch him into heavens
of ecstasy. He feels her touch on the protruding phallus of his life-long
hunger. Helpless he surrenders and closes his eyes.
He
wakes up to the taut sound of his trousers’ zip. She has safely put his strayed
self into the safety of his pants and closed the doors on it. He cannot believe
it.
“Do
you even know what are you doing! It’s over for you!” he flies into a blinding
rage.
“Yes
sir, this project might be over. But not all is lost for me. I have a struggle
ahead and would prefer to work over months, even years, instead of taking
five-minute short-cuts to reach there. That will take me back to where I
started from,” she is very calm, and looking at him with unoffended eyes.
She
comes forward again and shakes his hand very politely and professionally and
backs away. With even more politeness she closes the door behind her. There are
tears of pride in her eyes as she crosses the floor. And a new wave of
determination pervades her beautiful curves.
The undying flame of love
Many, many years ago, a sage was
meditating on a Himalayan peak. Majestic dales and solitary vales sprawled around
were all aglow with the divine streak.
Though the birds chirped songs, and
rain poured down in throngs, he was unmovable, lost in a deep trance.
In winters, icy cold storms blew and
snow around and over him was all aglow. His soul but was safe somewhere in the
cosy warmth of transcendental realisation.
In autumn, wind-fallen leaves sailed
down with slumberous tumble, and ripe fruits fell proudly, adventurously for a
juicy, pleasant crumble. He still was somewhere else when the nature opened
these marvellous jewels from her treasure trove.
In spring, wild flowers fully
unfurled their fragrance and smile, and honey-bees engaged in dawn to dusk
toil. He but was unmoved and transported into a state where the ecstasies of
natural bounties don’t mean anything anymore.
Summer’s warm days sprayed
desultory, eerie uneasiness around, and cool nights proudly embraced this son
with his soul heaven-bound. Still it didn’t matter. He was undisturbed and was
silently moving on his meditative path.
Once it was a full moon autumn
night. A fairy was flying amid milky delight. A perfect calmness pervaded the
solitary vales. Everything was asleep, bathed in the softest fluffy shades of the
white. The fairy flew low over the peaks glowing under the moonlight. The seer
was lost in his trance in front of his cave, the beauty of nature around meaningless
to him.
She saw him and hovered around the
sanctimonious air of his sagehood. A small, harmless mischief rustled in her
young, innocent heart. She circled in the air above him. Her laughter touched
the milky sea around him and created soft ripples. Her unbelievably soft dress
rustled in the gentle breeze born of her circles. It but did not have any
effect on him. He was engrossed too deep in the cosmic balance beyond the
sensory contradictions and dualities. The more she looked, the more was the
urge in her to bring him back to the beauty of this world, to fetch him from
the deep ocean where his soul had dived.
His exquisitely masculine physique
and persona created tempted sparks on her magic trick. She tried all juicily
leering feminine tricks. But her desire-lorn swirls in the air failed to move
him even a bit. Helplessly she descended on the earth. There were almost tears
of hopelessness in her eyes. She sat in front of him with those rose-red lips
pursed in a heart-breaking frown.
Her nymphatic eyes were lost in his
handsome, bearded, sculptural face. It was mesmerizing. There was not a single
worldly trace on his face. She herself was caught in a trance and lost the
sense of time and the laws of the fairyland. The night sped away as if in a
jiffy.
The day rose. The sun arrived with
full earthly delight. There was terror in her eyes. The hope to return to her
realm died. She had broken the law of her land by not returning on the same
night after the brief terrestrial sojourn. The realisation crashed against her
soft self like a thunderbolt. Her utmost sensuous bare shoulders heaved under the
tremors of this unpardonable fault. A cry involuntarily tore through her
slender throat. And then it was a still bigger violation.
His serenely flowing meditative
phase met this sinful, full-stopping dot. His communion with the divinity was
broken. His long-closed eyes opened. The world of his penance lay scattered.
His fiercely burning eyes stared at the petalous flower in sobs and sighs. Her
large flooded eyes pleaded for mercy. But the fire in his unforgiving eyes was unforgiving
and cursing.
The fabric of his serenity was torn.
The sage thundered, “You proud, vain woman of egoistic beauty, become an ugly
bush of thorns!”
Mowed down by the spell of his cursing
energy, an ugly bush stood in place of that angelic beauty. All shaken and
ravaged he left the place. A thorny branch, meanwhile, got entangled in his
loin cloth as if for meek, pleading forgiveness and brace. He but scornfully
jerked it apart and headed to some other place for a new start.
Time then took to its heels on swift
horses. The seasons changed. The spring’s colourful patterns were rearranged.
The summer’s warm kisses melted the snows. The autumn’s harvest uncomplainingly
fell to the air’s chiding blows. The winter’s snowy blanket covered the peaks.
And rains lashed down in stormy freaks. This pleasant wavering of nature,
however, couldn’t shake the sage from the meditative maze. Faraway down the
hills, the accursed bush was shrouded in thorny haze. It struggled to sprout
fruits and flowers. But even cursing has a testing time against soft, innocent
glow of purity. How can something having a fairy core remain ugly and thorny
for too long? Her pure soul entombed in that thorny shrine prayed for penance.
And see, a flower of her fruits sprouts forth!
A flower blossomed among the thorns.
So beautiful! Among the thorns and deadly pale brown branches, it appeared juxtaposed,
like it had dropped from the heaven and got stuck there. It was the day when
the enlightened sage arrived from the north. Contented with his cosmic
realisation, he came down the beautiful dale. As he passed the bush, his
purified soul sensed the thorny shrub’s plaintive wail. His feet disobeyed him
and he couldn’t move. The lone flower among the thorns fell at his feet in
holy-most obeisance and greet. He picked it up and was lost in its fragrance.
The thorn was ugly. The flower so
beautiful and fragrant! What contradiction! Flowery heaven and thorny hell
together! The latter born of his cursing condemnation; the flower born of the
beauty behind the thorny bars. It was a jolting earthly realisation. Hadn’t he
broken the beautifully set laws? Torrents of repentance gushed through him. He
bid penance at the altar for a long time. His repenting self set around a
reformative shrine. His soul drenched in painful chime. He braced the thorns
with the love and affection purest of the pure. It gave him bleeding fingers so
many times. He caressed and cared for it like it was the beautiful most flowery
shrub. He was practicing his penance now, of love, of surrender, of repentance.
When his soul had been salvaged of
the sin, nobody could bet against her for a win. There she blossomed in front
of him. Beauty, charm and grace filled to the brim. Her smile was forgetting
and forgiving. It was the beacon of her penance, of love, of beauty. Inside the
stony walls of his heart, a new luminosity was now thriving. The sage embraced
her. She, who had been separated from her loved ones, got the earthling she had
fallen for. Happiness, bliss and calm opened a new door to the start of a fresh
cycle of life, love and humanity.
All but the sage had been
extinguished by the cataclysm. The lone and forlorn survivor he had been striking
at the doors of heaven with his endless questions. Now there was no more
pursuit. The endless had manifested in a small sip of love. Now they lived as a
man and a woman. New hopes, aspirations and offsprings began to thrive.
Thus
were sown the seeds of another spell and cycle of life, of creation. Their
unchecked love in those flowery vales left countless exotic trails. Gurgling
brooks gave company to her primordially sensuous laughter. His instinct’s
procreating sprouts mingled in the mirthful waters of her receptiveness.
A drop of love in the poisonous pond
Many, many full moons ago, there was
a beautiful princess in a tiny paradisaical hill state. As the nature’s blooms
touched new peaks, her beauty still raced ahead more to scale newest charms.
The nature spread across the far-flung wild trails sang the songs of her
majestic beauty. Cool gusts of pure breeze did its duty to spread the charming
tales of her beauty. For miles and miles her fame measured distances in just
arm-lengths.
There was a handsome prince in a
kingdom which was at war with the princess’s state. The effusive tales of her
beauty seeped into his thoughts, imagination and dreams. A sweet pining lynched
him. Looking at the state of affairs between the two kingdoms, it was futile to
nurture such dreams. But he was helpless. Days became boring and nights turned
endless. It was just impossible to drive her out of his heart.
The much famed face was haunting him
every moment, teasing him, daring him for bravado. Then unable to take it anymore,
he untethered his horse and set out in pursuit of his destiny. It was a dark
stormy night. Owls were screeching ominously. Wind was warning of risk. And the
darkness was daunting. He appeared a futile chaser running after a mirage in a
tragic race. He cut all fears and darkness with the steely point of his
determination and went full gallop into the corridors of uncertainty.
Untamed wind came to subdue his
young heart, and spanked his brave, soldierly chest. But he moved without
taking any rest. His heart was at rest only in the pursuit. If he stopped for
some time, his soul felt unbearable, became restless, forcing him to move with
more speed and sturdier determination.
After a month-long suffering in the
ravines, he reached where the much acclaimed star of her beauty shone. There
was a risk of getting recognised, caught and, surely, hanged. He wandered in
her kingdom in impersonation. The very air felt so antagonistic, but the pull
of her fabled beauty kept him in pursuit. The myth of her beauty came spooling
out of every mouth here and there. There were very few who had actually seen
the precious jewel of the kingdom. The rest had their boundless imagination and
endless stories to satisfy their curiosity.
His eyes were aching to have a sight
of her, at any cost, even at the cost of his life. His suffering, pining heart
was laden with cold sighs. He had been trained well in all the arts of war and disguise.
He was taking out every plan from his well trained mind and skills to meet his
goal of seeing her. He was just waiting for a chance to get the shower of her bloom
to drive away his heart’s gloom. In his frantic search, he grabbed a chance at
last.
It was a full moon night. The moon
was lit at its fairest bright. The princess came out for a boat ride in the
marvellously calm lake. He stealthily waited in the shoreline foliage. His
chest shook with a thunderous heart-quake. Like desert sand waiting for rain
drops for years, he lay in wait. The moment seemed so near, and yet impossibly
far. Each passing moment appeared like years.
He was just above the princess’s
safe, secret bathing marble platform. The white floor exotically gleamed. The
stage welcomed the royal lady with awed welcome. His heart achingly struggled
as her boat arrived. Her maidens were giggling and teasing her for her beauty. He
held his hand over his broad chest as if to calm down his thumping heart, lest
it exploded to make a big sound.
The paragon of beauty was adorned
with filigreed silky finery. In silent majesty she put her adorable feet on the
gleaming, cool platform by the waterside. Waves rippled through him with a
coquettish chide. Her hallowed figure distinctly glowed over the group of
helping ladies. His thoughts stopped. His world froze. And time got stuck up in
a trap. It was too overpowering for the senses to take it in a moment. He
turned a stone, mesmerized by her beauty. The night was so tranquil, affable
and disarming that she decided to take a bath. So her finery no longer covered
her exquisitely carved curves. And the earth stopped spinning on its axis.
The naked fairy jammed his nerves. There
was statuesque glow of marble on her milky skin. Even moonlight appeared
bathing along the curves of her extremely feminine body. A real life sculpture
of utmost symmetry and fathomless sensuality! The moon-rays deflected off her
curves and panting, pining reached his eyes. Every moment her moon-sculpted
body acquired new vistas and highs. Her flowing tresses over her long, slender
back lustily shook to her head’s gentle gyrations.
Her facial features were a bit lost
in the milky mystique of the moonlight. But he heard the words spoken with
mythic softness. He was but dying with the urge to see the face of the fabled
carrier of the unparalleled beauty. So he came closer to fulfil his young
heart’s only aim in the whole world. How can you stop a sunflower from turning
to the sun? Nature suffuses our selves, our beings with certain helplessness.
And such pining helplessness paves the way for what we make of our lives. They
decide the path we take. They set up the course of our destiny.
No flight lasts forever. Gravity
pulls us down onto the plain of reality. He was noticed by the female
arm-guards. Their well-toned, almost masculine, arms tossed into action and grabbed
the sword hilts. Surrounded by trained female warriors he still had a decent
chance of escape through a fight. But how could he put a blot on this night by
getting into a bloody scuffle with her guards? No, he was in no mood to go to
war, even if it meant risking his life. The female armed guards advanced and
surrounded him. The prince was thus caught. The scandalous air of the happening
filled up the moonlit panorama.
The next sun rose with its curious,
perplexed rays, eager to see the consequences of blind love. The tale of his
reckless misadventure was doing the rounds. People were offended, more so because
he was the enemy’s son. The king’s throne literally shook with the young
prince’s impudence and mindless transgression. He was seething with anger.
Revenge, revenge shouted the
petrified air. It was the enemy’s unforgivable crime. The king sentenced the
enemy prince to death at his youth’s prime. However, even when blinded by the scornful
blasts of rage and revenge, kingdoms have their own laws, the inviolable laws
that hold their bastion even in the face of almost unpardonable sins. Well,
that is the thinnest line dividing the domain of mankind from that of animals.
The prince’s royal blood deserved
the fulfilment of a last wish before his death. When they brought him out for
the public execution, the public was jubilant. How dare he enter into the
private place of their fairy like princess!? He came out with the regal
confidence of a prince. His face still carried the finest smile possible on a
handsome face. When the last wish was asked, as the law demanded, he just asked
the permission to see her face in full light of the blazing sun, no cover, no
veil, just her much-fabled face. He simply requested an eye-full brace of her
magical features.
God, why thou create such bewitching
creatures? During his final moments before death he was led to the courtyard
below her ornate, marbled balcony. He stood there like a victorious soldier.
His head held high, his chained hands placed on both sides of his slim waist,
his broad shoulders drawn firmly and chest puffed up with the pride of a
journey completed.
The star of countless eyes was then
led onto the balcony. She beat the sun in the dazzle of her finery. It was the
finest creation of God he had ever seen. A smile curved from the corners of his
lips and he took a deep breath as if to soak the moment till eternity. Her sad
eyes looked down at him without any hate and malice. It was almost impossible
to be otherwise with that beauty. The prince too was not less on the scale of looks.
On his manly features the smile lurked with such ease as if it won’t be
dislodged even by the gravest threat of getting killed.
The princess knew that her face had
been the bait, which would soon seal this life’s fate. She looked deeply into
his eyes and tears welled up in those almond cups of beauty and love. He looked
at her with such unmoving intensity as to take a deep, deep imprint of her
beauty on his soul, where no dagger would reach.
She was taken away. And he was led
to the public square for beheading. His every step told the tale of a victory.
A sea of sorrow surged painfully
through the princess’s delicate self. She fell at her father’s feet with an
utmost painful entreat. If he, the prince of an enemy state, was ready to die for
the cause of just a look at her face, she was capable of going a step further
with her feminine bravery to save a life, an admirer, a brave man, a man having
a heart full of love. It boosted her guts. She was ready to go to any length to
save him.
“Father, it is not his fault, but
the result of my well-meant kiss! He is not a stranger. Your daughter secretly
tied the knot with him. If you kill him, sorrows and sufferings will cross
ocean’s brim. A father would widow his daughter. For ages known will be this
slaughter! And if you still send him to gallows, another death surely follows!”
she was crying profusely and fell at her father’s feet.
The King loved his daughter more
than his own life. He didn’t remember her tears through her lifetime, for he
had always undone any cause which may bring tears to her beautiful eyes. How
could he let this darling flower wither away? Thus, smiled on many fates a new
ray!
A drop of love transformed the pools
of poisonous, hateful waters. It turned a fountain of brotherhood, non-violence
and cooperation. They were ceremoniously married. The decades-old animosity was
buried. What a humane outcome of her wise, petalous whiff of courage! For the newlyweds
a marital bliss, and for the two states a friendly kiss!
Long
live love! The only substance that can consume the endless fire of hate!
Saturday, April 29, 2017
Here is the end; here is the beginning
Mix
the contradictions. Make a paste. Mix the duality. Grind it well. And you get
nothing in the so called ‘everything’. Is there any hard and fast line between
the so called two ends of our perception? Is ‘black’ only ‘black’? Is ‘white’
only ‘white’? No. They seep into each other and define each other, apparently,
relatively. Dark is not just ‘dark’. And light is not just ‘light’. Dark is
only ‘less light’. And light is just ‘less dark’. Duality sustains on our sense
of ‘ego’. It turns our consciousness into self-consciousness. Is there any
pure, unadulterated ‘pleasure’? No. Pleasure is a state of having lesser pain.
Pleasure has a mild dose of pain in it. Always. Find out a person who has no
trace of pain in him. Is there any condition of just having ‘pain’? No. Pain is
just having lesser degree of ‘pleasure’. Pleasure carries pain in it, and pain
carries pleasure in it. Our ego stretches the point of reality in two
directions for suitable duality, of contradictions. Imagine ‘twilight’ when day’s
rising light mixes with the night’s vanishing darkness. The balance. The
melting of duality. Is there any state of something being perfectly ‘cold’ or
perfectly ‘hot’? No. Cold is just lesser hot. And hot is just lesser cold. The reality
just gives the illusion of apparently getting stretched in opposite directions.
It’s the see-saw battle. We look this way, then we turn to the other side. By
subduing the element of ‘self’ from ‘consciousness’ one can get a balanced
vision. Then the funny mirage of seeing two avatars of the same thing becomes
visible. The two things are inseparable, and are just our conveniently defined
two points on the plain of reality. Death is not just death in itself. It is
the beginning of life, of birth. Birth is not just birth. It is the beginning
of death. Same is the apparent duality of creation and destruction. They don’t
exist separately. For an event and happening to occur, there has to be a
balance between the two. Like human body survives on the principle of the
balance between creation and destruction. New cells are continuously being
created and old ones are dying. The circle. It holds the key to the mystery.
The reality has loops of the so called dualities going side by side, at all
points, at all points. The counterweights. The balance. Going on and on in
loops. The ever-expanding universe and the ever-dying universe. In loops. In
circles. At countless points. Forever. Explosions and implosions. Blasts and
suction. Circular loops. Creation and destruction. Creation and destruction. On
and on. In circles. Expansion and suction. Going from nowhere to nowhere. And passing
through the point where you happen to read it presently.
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